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Listening to: "Strawberry Gashes", by Jack off Jill
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| 11.27.03 (6:08 pm) [edit] |
OKAY.
Haven't posted in a while.
Time to make it up.
-I got my report card. 86% in Math, 83% in Commercial Arts, 87% in Photography, 89% in Social Studies, and a fucking 75% in English. Once my parents saw that, the shit hit the fan. I was banned from the intnernet and cable for many days. There was a lot of yelling.
-I wrote a part of a story. My English teacher wanted to see some more of my writing, so I showed her. She showed the librarian, and presto! I don't have to go to English any more. Instead, I go to the library and make up my own assignments to challenge myself. I still have to do some things everyone else does, but not much. Yay.
-Yesterday, a strange conversation took place between me and some guy who's been waving to me as I passed him in the hall since September.
Guy: Hello.
Me: Hi.
Guy: How are you.
Me: I'm okay.
Guy: This is my friend. Her name is Megan.
Megan: Hi.
Me: Hi.
Megan: What's your name?
Me: Alex.
(People nod)
Guy: Well, bye.
Me: Bye.
Maybe not really strange, but I thought it was.
-Surprisingly enough, today that guy (whose name I found out, if Francis) claimed me as his friend. He dragged me about the school by the arm (literally...) around the school introducing me to people. Then Meaghan from last year found us. It was her turn to drag me about and introduce me to people. Luckily I escaped though, because Francis told her to give me back (again, literally...). There was some "She's mine!", "No, she's mine!" and then she left. Then Francis introduced me to the rest of the goths he (and me too now, I guess) hangs around with. There's Megan (the same one from yesterday), Laura (or Laurie), Josh, and Alex (yes, another one). Mandy wasn't there that day, so I get to meet her tomorrow. They think I'll like her. Yay.
-I got the game Castlevania: Lament of Innocence. Wonderful game. Highly recommend it. Big step up from the GBA versions.
Well, that's about it. Interesting, no?
I thought so.
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| did you know the world is e n d i n g ? |
| 11.18.03 (6:57 pm) [edit] |
Did you know the world is ending?
I'm no precognitive prodogy child, but I know.
I mean, look around.
The world has changed quite a bit.
Some people are trying to fix it.
But they're too late.
Everything's too fucked up.
No one can do anything.
Maybe everyone could if they worked together.
But that's the thing.
We can't.
We all know what's happening.
We just won't do anything about it.
Some will...
But not enough.
We're either ignoring each other or destroying each other.
"It's in humans' nature to destroy themselves."
(A quote from Terminator 2.
An old movie, and a good one at that.
But one of the truest things I've heard.)
There's an old story, about a scorpion and a frog.
One day, the scorpion asked the frog if he would give him a ride across the river on his back. The frog said "Of course not. You're a scorpion, you'll poison me." The scorpion replied "Why would I do that? If I sting you, I'll drown as well." The frog realized that the scorpion was right, so he agreed to give him a ride across the river. When they were about half way across, the scorpion stung the frog. "Why did you do that?" asked the frog, "Now we're both dead." "I couldn't help it," said the scorpion as they began to sink, "I'm a scorpion."
...
I truely and honestly hate human beings.
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| Kamikaze Karma |
| 11.18.03 (4:37 pm) [edit] |
I've seen lots of people around the internet with characters that they draw to represent them.
I envied them very much.
So, I decided to make up my own character.
It turns out, that's harder said than done.
Every time I thought I'd made one up.
Another really good idea hacked it's way into my already-crowded brain.
I've narrowed it down a little, though.
SO.
Instead of having one character to represent me as a whole [hole].
I've made a character for my MIND, BODY and SOUL.
Let's meet them, shall we?
MIND::Maggot
BODY::TheWalkingPinCushio n
SOUL::ExAndOh
And that's that.
Another thing:
Norbert Georgot came to our school today.
He talked about the consequences of drinking and driving.
He showed us pictures.
(I heard 4 people puked, and another 2 passed out. But those are only what I heard about)
He told us true stories.
He showed a couple videos and sound clips.
He even showed us a real body bag, which he had used for a student named Steve.
(Yes, it was cleaned out)
It was very... well, I dunno.
Very.
Now, for the part you've all been waiting for:
My opinions.
I don't think drugs are bad.
I think if people want to take them and accept the consequences, that's their choice.
[Suicide/self-abuse isn't illegal.
But drugs are.
Oh the hypocrisy]
I do think that shoving addicts in jail with rapists and murderers is bad.
I think they deserve to at least be offered treatment.
I think people need to get a fucking clue.
Bugger you.
Bugger you all.
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| -I'd rather die than give you control--Head like a hole- |
| 11.17.03 (7:11 pm) [edit] |
WOW.
Definate new favorite band.
Now that I got my internet back, I can download more songs.
By JACK OFF JILL.
Such beautiful music.
I love it so much.
[i]I cannot distance myself
You were the one who believed
That only half of a girl
Half more than you could deveive
I watch your face on TV
All that I am turns to fear
When you're the boy that I want
I will be waiting right here
I don't know what to believe
Sew up the sore make it fake
When you're the boy that I want
I'll be the girl that you hate
You end up dead in the end
Star no star
You end up right here my friend
Star no star
We end up dead in the end
Star no star
We end up right here my friend
Star no star
I cannot distance myself
You were the one who believed
That only half of a girl
Half you but never half me
I see your face on the street
Burnt hands but features so clear
When I'm the girl that you want
I will be waiting right here
I don't know what to believe
Peel all the scars from our way
When you're the boy that I want
We will have one perfect day
You end up dead in the end
Star no star
You end up right here my friend
Star no star
We end up dead in the end
Star no star
You end up right here my friend
Star no star
I am so distant myself
I guess I never believed
That you could take it away
And I'd have no time to grieve
I don't believe in TV
I don't believe in the fear
When you are searching for stars
You will be looking right here
You end up dead in the end
Star no star
You end up right here my friend
Star no star
We end up dead in the end
Star no star
We end up right here my friend
Star no star
We end up right here my friend
Star no star
We end up right here my friend
Star no star
We end up right here my friend
Star no star[/i]
-"Star No Star", by Jack Off Jill
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| hey PIG, yeah YOU--- |
| 11.15.03 (11:31 am) [edit] |
[i]Hey pig
Yeah, you
Hey pig piggy pig pig pig
All of my fears came true
Black and blue and broken bones
You left me here I'm all alone
My little piggy needed something new
Nothing can stop me now
I don't care any more
Nothing can stop me now
I just don't care
Hey pig
Nothing's turning out the way I planned
Hey pig there's a lot of things
I hoped you could help me understand
What am I supposed to do?
I lost my shit because of you
Nothing can stop me now
I don't care anymore
Nothing can stop me now
I just don't care
Nothing can stop me now
You don't need me anymore[/i]
-"Piggy", by NIN
Not sure how I feel.
Happy vs. Not-so-happy
So
Let's go through the last couple days'
Pros and Cons
[u]PROS[/u]
~Alex got "Further Down the Spiral", a NIN CD for only 12 bucks
~Alex got a dip-pen, three nibs for it, and two bottles of india ink real cheap because the girl at the cash regester was one of her dad's old students
~Alex got a tablet (that she's wanted for a year or so now), and would have gotten a discount because her dad knew the guy at CompuSmart if it wasn't already 70 bucks off
~Alex got several free samples from Safeway
~Alex convinced her dad to buy calzones (sp?) and really good sandwiches with coupons from one of the free sample stands
[u]CONS[/u]
...
I'll go through life staring into the back of your head
Always behind
Destined to be behind you
Always
Because every time I try
To take those couple steps forward
And match my pace with yours
I stumble
And fall again
Again
(As blunt fingernails- dull and cut short- drum against the against the desk over and over, in a manner all to idle, my mind can only drown with thoughts I know will never be real, and thoughts I know I can never escape.)
You're like a spirit
Flitting amongst the tombstones
But only because I glanced so quickly
Afraid
Afraid that if I looked too long
I'd realize you really were
Just a spirit
And dissappear forever
Maybe it would be easier that way
But
Some suffering is hard to live without
I've learned that well
-I can't cry anymore-
-I bleed instead-
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I think the Cons won.
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| With strawberry gashes all over... |
| 11.12.03 (4:44 pm) [edit] |
New music.
New lyrics.
[i]Well you've got me working so hard lately
Working my hands until they bleed
If I was twice the man I could be
I'd still be half of what you need
Still you lead me and I follow
All of your back up to your chin
Over to the tip of your switchblade
As you pull it out and stick it in
(Twist, twist, twist) We can go a little deeper
(Twist, twist, twist) I'm wearing these chains
(Twist, twist, twist) You make it hurt real good
(Twist, twist, twist) I love the pain
Well you just leave me nailed here
Hanging like Jesus on the cross
I'm dying for your sins
And aiding the cause
(Twist, twist, twist) We can go a little deeper
(Twist, twist, twist) I'm wearing these chains
(Twist, twist, twist) You make it hurt real good
(Twist, twist, twist) I love the pain
Wrap my soul in bandgages
I'm tired of this war
Go ahead and cut me
I can't even feel it any more
(Twist, twist, twist) We can go a little deeper
(Twist, twist, twist) I'm wearing these chains
(Twist, twist, twist) You make it hurt real good
(Twist, twist, twist) I love the pain
-"Ringfinger", by NIN (Nine Inch Nails)[/i]
NIN is probably the only old band I like
Nirvana's okay... but not real great
I usually only like new bands
Except NIN
Yay for NIN
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| 11.11.03 (2:23 pm) [edit] |
Don't take away all I've got left
Don't take away all I've got left
Don't take away all I've got left
Don't take away all I've got left
Don't take away all I've got left
Don't take away all I've got left
Don't take away all I've got left
Don't take away all I've got left
[i][Say hello, to the rug's topography
It holds quite a lot of interest with your face down on it
Say hello, to the shrinking in your head
You can't feel it but you know it's there so don't neglect it][/i]
Don't take away all I've got left
Don't take away all I've got left
Don't take away all I've got left
Don't take away all I've got left
Don't take away all I've got left
How dare you take it away again
How dare you take it away again
How dare you take it away again
How dare you
HOW DARE YOU
{Finally found my release}
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(So this is what it's like to be content)
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| Fly away on my zephyr |
| 11.09.03 (1:22 pm) [edit] |
New music for you all to listen too while reading my blog.
I love The Zephyr Song.
And now, for all you who care, my Kazaa playlist:
(I just finished cleaning out the bad-quality junk)
Try Honesty - Billy Talent
There Is - Boxcar Racer
Short Skirt, Long Jacket - Cake
I Ran Away - Coldplay
Resurrection - David Usher
Ophelia - David Usher
Final Thoughts and The Last Day On Earth - David Usher
Million - David Usher
F Train - David Usher
Push - David Usher
Gasoline - David Usher
Believe Me - David Usher
Jesus Was My Girl - David Usher
Unholy, Dirty and Beautiful - David Usher
Trickster - David Usher
Leave It Alone - David Usher
Forest Fire - David Usher
St. Lawrence River - David Usher
Babyskin Tattoo - David Usher
Mood Song - David Usher
Return to Psychotica - Deathboy
Decimate - Deathboy
Against it All - Deathboy
Computer #1 - Deathboy
Razorblade - Deathboy
Demons - Deathboy
A Letter to Divide - Deathboy
19-2000 - Gorillaz
Clint Eastwood - Gorillaz
Starshine - Gorillaz
I Did My Time - Korn
This is the New Shit - Marilyn Manson
Angel With the Scabbed Wings - Marilyn Manson
The Perfect Drug - Nine Inch Nails
Head Like a Hole - Nine Inch Nails
Ringfinger - Nine Inch Nails
Hurt - Nine Inch Nails
Mr. Self Destruct - Nine Inch Nails
I'm Afraid of Americans - Nine Inch Nails
Do the Evolution - Pearl Jam
Gutter Glitter - Switchblade Symphony
Yay.
Wasn't that fun.
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| pin me up --- eat me alive |
| 11.07.03 (6:21 pm) [edit] |
[image]skeletonkey_544951 723.jpg[/image]
[i]Her hunched, mutilated form swayed, threating to topple at the mess before her. A disgusting mixture of fear and longing danced nimbly across her features. Her cloak-covered legs soon buckled and gave way, leaving her small, twisted body to succumb to gravity's relentless demand. It wasn't that she feared the sight of blood- or shriveled organs, or yellowed papery skin, or empty fly-infested eye sockets staring her way- but it wasn't supposed to be this way. This wasn't supposed to happen.
She opened her throat to the dark abyss of the sky above, a hoarse, raspy whisper sounding where a scream should have- a bloody convolution of fingernail-ripped flesh at her throat giving a sufficient explaination for this. Her dry, cracked lips once concealed rows of sharp pearly teeth, but she had ripped them away long ago, with the same fingernails that had taken her voice before they fell out themselves.
After several trying attempts, she finally found the right degree of control over her breath to speak, her voice little different from her whispers before. The unsteady intonation of her words made it obvious that they were not heard often, and pained her greatly when they were.
"Go, ravenous flies, be gone," she seethed as blood trickled from the corner of her gaping mouth, "It is mine again tonight."[/i]
THE WALKING PIN CUSHION
[pin me up]
[eat me alive]
She was once an angel.
But she committed sin.
(Thou shalt not kill)
And so, was cast away.
Her bones were twisted and mangled inside her flesh.
Her hands were shriveled and mutilated until they could never be used again.
Her eyes were torn out and replaced with oblivion.
Her wings were broken off and replaced with pins.
Pins to remind her of her guilt.
This was all after she punished herself for her sin.
After she ripped out half of her vocal chords.
After she pulled out her teeth one by one.
After she forced herself to consume the remains.
And she relives it every night in her dreams.
She has wandered the shadows ever since.
Suffering her last punishment.
Immortality.
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| [pale angel go away, come again some other day] |
| 11.06.03 (6:56 pm) [edit] |
Just got "Thirteenth Step."
Also known as A Perfect Circle's new CD.
Been wanting it for quite some time.
Excelent music.
I wanted to upload a picture of [b]EX[/b] and [b]OH[/b] today.
But it's not finished yet.
When it is, I'll share their beauty with you.
(And explain who they are.)
It's nice to have beings to share my true feelings with.
Even if they are fictional.
No more will words be my escape.
I have
[b]EX[/b] and [b]OH[/b]
(because MUSIC is LIFE)
(Art?? Life? Death -- Not much DIFFERENCE)
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| [and not to pull your halo down] |
| 11.05.03 (4:14 pm) [edit] |
schizoid
Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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Black:
PEOPLE SUCK THE WORLD SUCKS EVERYBODY SHOULD BE
KILLED AND BLEED TO DEATH TILL THE COLD EARTH
SOAKS IN BLOOD. Well, you're angry at the
world. For reasons who knows, but you
definately hate life.
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Sara
What color do you see the world in?
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Your creativty and craftsmenship doesn't come from
nowhere. You used to be an artisan in your past
life, painting murals, sculpting statues, and
crafting wood for more noble people.
Who were you in your past life?
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What's your life as a movie? Made by
Sara
I'm sorry, my friend, but you would have been
quartered. Ouch! Your arms and legs would have
been strapped to four different horses and they
would all run in different directions. Your
hypocritical and backstabbing self would have
caused you to get to that horrible fate. You
would have turned your back on your masters.
Shame, shame.
How Would You Have Been Executed Back in the Day?
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Bat eyes for you. The term "blind as a
bat" matches you well. You see the things
that you wish to see. Everything else is
darkness for you. You're in your own tunnel. If
something happens, then it happens...whether
it's bad or not. You don't like to interact
with the outside world much. You just do things
because you need to. You like to be alone.
Cheer up a bit. You may be missing a lot that
could be open to you.
What Animal Eyes Do You Have?
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Oh no. You may not even have a funeral because of
your wild, crazy ways. No one would notice
you're gone. Your body may just be thrown and
found somewhere. Your death could be in the
newspaper, or anywhere else, and people would
barely even notice or care. You would possibly
just be a statistic. Come on, don't be thrown
out like trash now. You don't have to go out
and think that there's no need for anyone or
anything in the world. Look around and you may
find something worthwhile...it could even be
your own self =)
What Type of Funeral Will You Have? Will You Be Missed Once You're Gone?
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| 11.04.03 (6:26 pm) [edit] |
What the fuck?
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| 11.04.03 (6:23 pm) [edit] |
Your element is Spirit. You are above most Earthly
things or like to think you are. More
mysterious than any of the other elements and
twice as dangerous. You tend to be a loner and
whatever you belive in it verges on fanatical.
Be careful because Spirit has no true substance
and can get lost.
What's your element
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What the hell?? That's not even an element. Damn quizzes...
I'll do some more tomorrow or something.
Yes, I got my internet back today.
Cable's still lost.
Makes me sick.
But I am relatively pleased.
I got myself some Prismacolor pencil crayons.
The best of the best art supplies.
And a pretty sketchbook.
Yay for art.
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http://www.gamewyrd.com --
Skeletonkey's
Battle Imp
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Ilon |
Backstabbing: 2
Dodgin': 7
Guts: 10
Magic Mojo: 2
Smackdown: 8
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LAYER ONE
Name: Alex
Birthplace: Some little place I can't spell in Alberta, Canada
Current location: Shitty little town in Manitoba, Canada
Eyes: Blueish?
Hair: Little more than chin length... brown with some remaining black streaks
Height: Kinda tall?
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Zodiac Sign: Scorpio
LAYER TWO
Your heritage: Um... Scotish/Irish/English, if I remember correctly
Your weakness: Uh...
Your fears: Drowning, my secrets being found out
Your perfect pizza: No pizza. I don't like pizza.
Goal you'd like to achieve: Um... waking up tomorrow? (I set my goals low, that way, they're easier to achieve)
LAYER THREE
Your thoughts first waking up: Godammit... stupid fucking sun... go to hell alarm clock... shit. Other random profanity
Your best physical feature: -laughs-
Your bedtime: Some begodly hour of the morning
Your most missed memory: I don't miss memories
LAYER FOUR
Pepsi or Coke: I don't like pop, and I find no difference between the two.
McDonald's or Burger King: Both gross... but McDonald's, if I must, because of their apple pies
Single or group dates: Alex doesn't do dates.
Adidas or Nike: Both are made in sweatshops, so neither
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate, duh
Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino... although coffee's good too
LAYER FIVE
Smoke: Nope
Cuss: All the fuckin' time
Sing: Not in public, hell no
Take showers daily: Yes... I'm clean
Have a crush: Never have, still don't.
Think you've been in love: Never.
Want to go college: Uh... does university count?
Want to get married: No way
Believe in yourself: Nope
Get motion sickness: Sometimes... not often thoug
Think you're attractive: -laughs- No, I don't think so
Think you're a health freak: Not me
Get along with your parents: -laughs again-
Like thunderstorms: Indifferent... I love just rain though
LAYER SIX
- in the past month...
Gone to the mall: Yeah
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: Don't think I've ever done that...
Eaten sushi: No, I want to try it though
Been on stage: 'Fraid so
Gone skating: No
Made homemade cookies: I'm no cook...
Gone skinny dipping: Not if my life depended on it
Dyed your hair: Not in the last month... but lots of previous months before
Stolen anything: I stole a pen from the photography dark room...
LAYER SEVEN
- ever..
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: No
Been called a tease: Haha, no
Got beaten up: Again, no
LAYER EIGHT
Age you hope to be married: 294? (Never)
Number and name of children: 0, N/A
Dream wedding: No wedding
How do you want to die: Quickly
Where do you want to attend college: The UNIVERSITY either here of Alberta. Good art programs there.
Dream job: Comic book illustrator
Country you want to visit: PANAMA!!!
LAYER NINE
- In a guy/girl...
Best eye color: I care not
Best hair color: Don't care
Short or long hair: Still don't care
Height: Don't care
Best weight: Look! It's me, not caring!
Best clothing: Don't care
Best first date location: See previous answer
Best first kiss location: See previous answer
LAYER TEN
Number of drugs taken illegally: I don't think multiple Asprin's count, so none
Number of people I could trust with my life: I dont' know...
Number of piercings: Two.
Number of tattoos: None yet, but I'll get one soon enough
Number of times my name's been in the news: Uh... never, I don't think....
Number of scars on my body: Too many to count, and that's only on my hands
Number of things in my past that I regret: Don't ask
~~~~~THESE ARE A FEW OF MY FAVORITE THINGS~~~~
TIME OF DAY: Nighttime count?
SHOPPING STORE: Don't have one
WEATHER: Warm and raining
SEASON: Spring
DAY CLOTHES: Pants and a random shirt? Usually black.
NIGHT CLOTHES: An old over-sized shirt and pyjama pants
CAR: No favourite.
MOVIE: The Shawshank Redemption
BOOK: Desperation, by Stephen King
FOOD: Does coffee count?
RELATIVE: Pfft... no favourite
ANIMAL: Cats, reptiles, birds... PENGUINS!!!
TYPE OF MUSIC: Alternative, industrial... "gothic" (yes, it's a type of music...)
HERO: Edgar Allen Poe
TALK SHOW: Don't watch talk shows
CANDY: Kit Kat bars!
HOLIDAY: Christmas... lots of presents
KIND OF UNDERWARE: Yeah, I'm gonna post that on the internet
~~~~~WHO ARE YOU?~~~~~
CAR I DRIVE: Can't drive yet...
BIGGEST FEAR: Drowning
MY JOB: Don't have one
RELIGION: I'm against religion. Not any specific religion, but religion in general.
EYE COLOR: Blueish
HAIR COLOR: Brown/black streaks
HEIGHT: Kinda tall...
BODY TYPE: ... what the hell?
TATTOOED? HOW MANY?: Not yet...
PIERCED? HOW MANY? Yeah, two
CLEAN SHAVEN OR HAIRY? (APPLIES TO BOTH GUYS AND GIRLS): Clean shaven?
DO YOU LIKE YOUR BODY? Um...
FAVORITE PHYSICAL FEATURE(ON YOURSELF): Uh... nothing?
WHAT STATE ARE YOU IN? I'm in Canada, arse
SIBLINGS NAMES AND AGES: Shelae;7 or 8... can't remember
GREATEST PLEASURE: Drawing/sketching/whateve r, being ALONE
HAPPIEST WHEN: I'm alone
SADDEST WHEN: ... I'm sad?
MARRIED? HOW MANY TIMES?: ... I'm 14, what do you think?
DIVORCED? Again... I'm 14...
DRINK? Nope
SMOKE? Nope
DRUGS? Nope
WHAT OTHER PEOPLE LIKE ABOUT YOU: I dunno...
PARENTS STILL MARRIED? Yeah...
LIVE IN A HOUSE OR APARTMENT: House
LIFES GOALS: So far? To wake up early enough tomorrow
PET PEEVES: Close-minded people. Needlessly LOUD people. People.
~~~ MORAL DILEMMAS~~~
WOULD YOU? YES OR NO.
TURN IN A FRIEND OR FAMILY MEMBER IF THEY HAD MURDERED SOMEONE AND CAME TO YOU FOR HELP: Probably not.
GIVE A STRANGER MONEY IF THEY ASKED: I might give a bum a buck or two... other than that, no.
PICK UP A FRIEND FROM A BAR AT 2 A.M. IF THEY WERE DRUNK AND YOU HAD JUST GONE TO BED..KNOWING YOU HAD TO BE TO WORK FOR 6 A.M. : Hell no. I like sleeping better than any friend.
GET A READING DONE FROM A TAROT OR PALM READER OR PHYSIC AND TAKE IT SERIOUSLY: Uh... maybe...
HELP AN ENEMY IF THEY WERE IN DIRE NEED: Not likely
STOP A MAN FROM BEATING ON HIS WOMAN IF IT MEANT YOUR SAFETY WOULD BE IN DANGER: Yeah. Stupid bastard.
STOP TO HELP AT A CAR ACCIDENT: Nope. Their problem, not mine
HELP THE ASSISTED SUICIDE OF A LOVED ONE IF THAT WAS THEIR WISH: Sure, why not?
PICK UP A STRAY ANIMAL THAT HAS JUST GOTTEN HIT BY A CAR AND TAKE IT TO THE VET KNOWING YOU WOULD HAVE TO PAY: Pfft... no.
DISOWN OR TREAT YOUR FRIEND, PARENT OR CHILD DIFFERENTLY IF YOU FOUND OUT THEY WERE GAY? No way.
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| Jumped into the river... Black-eyed angels swam with me |
| 11.02.03 (11:17 am) [edit] |
[i]Forgive me now if I wear the face of worry
This time alone could never cause any doubt
But I've been cold too long
Such a strange time to feel myself coming down as the rain
With all the holes my love
To fill them up from the middle
This storm could stay all night
So can you stay until we close our eyes
Til your dreams hold mine
Just stay until we know we tried one more time
Cause laughing lovers can overcome their closest demons
And they'll go on and they won't let go
They saw something that they know
Has never come so close
Can it stay here for us, for now?
Can it stay until we know ourselves?
I'm torn as I tell
You're the story that I know and fell from
I'm so far into your story I don't know why
We think we're in control
When we lie between the lines
We'll find a line to follow
It's got to show real soon
Or we'll never reach this high
We climb a little further
Cause there's nothing we can't get around together
Further gets colder until nothing was all that I saw around
So we stay until the ground
That we can't come down from splits us away
Maybe stars know why we fall
I just wish they were thinking out loud
Oh, I could wish all night
I could wish all night[/i]
-"Thousand Mile Wish", by Finger Eleven
I love that song, for some reason.
My fools of parents took away all the electricity in my room yesterday. They still won't reconnect my cable or internet connection. How dare they.
[b]---EX and OH were born today---[/b]
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